[Osaka] Four Seasons in a Day
Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2022 8:05 am
Safeholme
Caxton's Workshop
Two Weeks After Disturbing the Dust
Ding! “Winter has begun.”
Percival Caxton's phone chimed softly to remind him that it was 00:01. Another day had passed.
"Almost settled it before the bell," muttered the Alchemist of Safeholme, looming over his computer, a small Linux laptop that had pushed Percival through high school and college. "Yes. Yes, that's well enough."
He danced his hands on the keys before sending out the final draft of his most recent consultation. The Rocianera Consul had asked him to review a few papers they were intending to submit for a project. It was nothing purely alchemical, few of these jobs were, but Percival found his experience as a specialist in high demand. Seeing the email in his outbox, he decided to ring the point of contact for good measure.
"Pronto."
"Barbusca, buon pomeriggio, sono Caxton. Volevo solo informarti che ho duplicato alcuni dei tuoi risultati e apportato alcune modifiche alle tue dosi. Te li ho inviati alla tua email."
"Ha ha ha! Incredibile. Non ci aspettavamo questi per un'altra settimana! Deve essere tardi dove sei; hai lavorato tutta la notte? Ti ho chiamato proprio stamattina."
"Non è un problema, assicurati solo di mantenere basse le quantità di gloomwort. I livelli originali erano quasi tossici."
"Stavo per partire per la giornata, ma prima di andare li porterò al responsabile della ricerca. Vai a riposarti un po'! Ciao!"
"Ciao," Percival hung up the call and lobbed the phone into his chair. "Rest indeed."
A pair of glowing bowls caught his eye in the dim workshop. Over on the table lay his two assistants, Jakku and Zippo, asleep in beds of warm and cold linens tucked in runic bowls. The two of them were energetic through the day, but slept like rocks through the night. As he watched them, a small pang of longing for a good night’s sleep struck him. He hadn’t slept since the Maw incident, rather, it was more proper to say he could not.
An ambient rattling foretold the air conditioning coming to life, and, when the cool air started to blow, Jakku started to shiver. Percival placed another fire rune next to her bowl, warming it a bit more. Her eyes opened just enough to look at him, and she smiled, before laying her head back down to sleep.
"I should get some air," Percival determined, satisfied with his work from the previous day. His hand touched the doorknob of his workshop, but did not turn the knob. A worm of doubt wriggled in his chest, the phantom feeling of a strange sixth sense of which he had come to describe as his conduit. Few beings existed that could disturb it in a noticeable way..
Despite the bitter fear in his chest he opened the door to what should have been the hallway of the senior dormitories, and found instead a small palatial room. Sitting at the center of this bright, colorful court was a woman dressed deeply in silken robes of shifting hues and patterns, hair bound in an ancient fashion, with eyes shimmering like deep pools of changing colors. A few strides in front of her was a cushion that was painted in the light of a rising sun.
He couldn’t see her mouth behind the fan, but her eyes seemed to smile at him. She was welcoming him, but the gesture weighed on his conscience and his eyes fell to the tatami floor. Much as he had done in the last three years of his life, Percival had made an ass of himself the last time he was here.
The woman tilted her head on the barest shift, and that seemed to be his cue to take the invitation. He left his brown oxfords at the door, coming across with a hesitant stride, and rested his knees on the cushion, keeping his gaze downcast
“Godhood becomes you,” he heard her say, “You are very respectful now that we are on an even footing.”
“I am nowhere near your level."
“Humility will do you no favors with me, Caxton-san. Please, look upon me, your shame is spoiling the air.”
When he raised his head, he saw a plain woman, watching him with brown eyes and wreathed in a kimono of still prints. She almost looked human, fanning herself against the heat.
“Amaterasu?”
“Amaterasu-san.”
Percival blinked, trying not to blurt out the theories behind her appearance.
"Amaterasu-san, –"
"Amaterasu-senpai."
His fists tightened, but refused to acknowledge the coy light in her eyes over the fan.
"Amaterasu-senpai."
He paused.
"Yes, Caxton-kun?"
"May I ask what it is you want?"
The shadows in the room shortened as the sun rose into the sky. Amaterasu closed her fan and rested her hands in her lap.
"To inform you that the pantheons have taken issue with your actions, and that they have voice intentions to execute what they have described as swift, corrective measures."
"Because I died?"
"And came back. In no short time. All the while using your gifts to influence the middle realm. But… More the latter than the former."
"It was an emergency; my niece, my students, my frien– ..."
Her closed fan rose sharply, and he stopped.
"Caxton-kun, you do not need to explain yourself to me."
He complied, but unwillingly, his heart had already spun into action to defend himself. Yet, Amaterasu merely smiled, comforting him, before saying something that stoked him hotter.
"They want to pursue your sister."
The next words he had bounced up against the back of his teeth. Percy had to keep mindfulness at the fore as shouting was how he ended up in an egg last time.
"Why?" Percival asked, finally.
"They argue her influence is what is causing you to abuse our responsibilities."
“She doesn’t even know, none of them do. Save for the Queen of Monsters, there ‘in’t a single person who even grasps what I am now.”
“It is not unfounded. She is bound with the shadow dragon, who may understand what you are better than you think. Moreover, your realm has touched borders with the realm of shadows, and your influence is welcome there now.”
“Certainly, that looks suspicious, but, if anything, she’s been helping me in this transition, unwittingly. She has no designs on my new influence, I can assure.”
“Again, you do not need to explain yourself to me. But, you are at a vulnerable point in your ascension.”
“What do you mean?”
Amaterasu’s gaze drifted off in thought, before she called out, “Kokoro-chan, tea please.”
One of the sliding doors to the room opened, and at a kneeling position was a woman with a tray of tea and cups. She had been one of the shadows in attendance last time Percival was here, but now he could see her, and her face caused his heart to thump madly in his chest. It was a face he had not seen in almost a decade and one that had shattered the life of his brother.
He couldn't be sure, because once he thought he saw her, his eyes fell to the floor again.
“Caxton-kun.”
It was a trick, it had to be. Amaterasu was trying to throw him off. There was an angle here, some sort of game. Percival’s mind began to spin out of control as the mechanisms he had built up to defend himself fired off against stressful memories.
“Caxton-kun.”
The lid of the tea kettle hit him in the face, and he immediately grabbed his nose.
“Look around you.”
Pinching his nostrils, he saw that his half of the room had faded away. Now he was sitting in a cave of carved stone, lined with glittering gems and glowing minerals resonating with veins of magical power. Amaterasu, looking slighted, poured out the tea while the other woman went back to the sliding door, closing it into a rocky wall.
“This is what your sister, and those you love, are protecting you from,” explained the goddess, blowing on her cup of tea. “What the pantheons fail to remember is that they were all close to humanity at one point, and they all shaped their identity from that attachment. You have lost that attachment, which may be more dangerous than any bad influences.”
“How does this signify anything?” Percival tilted his head to the caves.
Amaterasu sipped her tea, before pondering the lines of glowing power.
“It is somewhere deep within your realm, unformed and unmade, with no sense of identity. It is a primal, elemental aspect of stone. Your heart sought security, and so it went to the one place it has felt safe.”
“... a cave.”
“Is that where you want to be, Percival Caxton?”
His heart began to sink.
“... no…”
“Without an identity, a strong one, you will shift into something of a force of nature as time goes on, and one day you will be indistinguishable from a summer breeze.”
Despite his suspicion earlier, something in her words rang true deep within him. Every day, a small storm brewed in his stomach, fueled with fresh winds each time he cloistered himself away from people. Every time he tried to be something he wasn’t, the storm became stronger. Each moment he let go by was like a lightning strike. Percival thought of reaching for his tea-cup, but could feel himself trembling, so he contented himself on holding his nose. The fear dug him a bit more tightly into his isolation.
If he stayed in his cave, then he would pass peacefully on as a force of nature. Everyone had gotten along without him, they would be happier without the trouble.
The train of his thoughts came to a stop when sensed that the room was becoming smaller, or trying to become smaller. Amaterasu looked at the walls, her brows furrowing when she realized she no longer had control over the entire space. So, she was forced to move physically, picking up her cushion and shifting her elegant form nearer to him. The tray of tea followed as far as the border.
“You feel it, do you not? That feeling is your ascent, and it is defined by who you are at your ascension,” she explained, “if you continue to step in the way of yourself, Percival Caxton will not be strong enough to survive the final steps.”
His hand curled and his fingers weaved into his vest. Looking away didn’t help, so he tried looking at her. Still, she smiled at him, and that was a comfort.
“What do I do? How do I fix this?” asked Percival, lost for answers, “and what do I do about the pantheons?”
“Live. That is what you told Tegwyn to do, is it not? You said something similar to Eryl Maelgwyn a decade ago.”
Percival’s face scrunched up, and she laughed behind her silken sleeve, “Do not concern yourself with the celestial, you are not quite there yet. I will speak on your behalf until you are ready. For now you must concern yourself with being Percival, and being honest to yourself and others. Be the knightly mage you wanted to grow up to be, who you still want to be, who you want to encourage others to be. But, if you do it it has to be a complete commitment. Not just on the battlefield, not just in the classroom, but with everything you do."
The man narrowed his eyes at her, and she laughed again, saying, “She’s quite clever, isn’t she?”
The sunlight in the room crept up to him, and he felt warm, inside and out. A thoughtful smile spread on his face.
“She is.”
The two talked for a while longer, speaking about the incident on Oahu, the skirmish in the Forest, and the tragedy that had occurred during the Maw Incident. Once that line had reached its end they spoke of the Heavenly realm and of the Elementalia. When the tea had run dry, and the shadows had all but disappeared in the room, Percival thanked his host for her hospitality.
He opened the door to his workshop, it was still dark, and his faeries were just waking up in their bowls. Jakku and Zippo stretched and began putting away their bedding. He looked up at the dark, sunless ceiling, and felt the presence of his cave again.
Ding! “Spring has sprung.”
His phone, still on the chair, signaled that it was now 6:00AM and the first quarter of the day was now done.
Caxton's Workshop
Two Weeks After Disturbing the Dust
Ding! “Winter has begun.”
Percival Caxton's phone chimed softly to remind him that it was 00:01. Another day had passed.
"Almost settled it before the bell," muttered the Alchemist of Safeholme, looming over his computer, a small Linux laptop that had pushed Percival through high school and college. "Yes. Yes, that's well enough."
He danced his hands on the keys before sending out the final draft of his most recent consultation. The Rocianera Consul had asked him to review a few papers they were intending to submit for a project. It was nothing purely alchemical, few of these jobs were, but Percival found his experience as a specialist in high demand. Seeing the email in his outbox, he decided to ring the point of contact for good measure.
"Pronto."
"Barbusca, buon pomeriggio, sono Caxton. Volevo solo informarti che ho duplicato alcuni dei tuoi risultati e apportato alcune modifiche alle tue dosi. Te li ho inviati alla tua email."
"Ha ha ha! Incredibile. Non ci aspettavamo questi per un'altra settimana! Deve essere tardi dove sei; hai lavorato tutta la notte? Ti ho chiamato proprio stamattina."
"Non è un problema, assicurati solo di mantenere basse le quantità di gloomwort. I livelli originali erano quasi tossici."
"Stavo per partire per la giornata, ma prima di andare li porterò al responsabile della ricerca. Vai a riposarti un po'! Ciao!"
"Ciao," Percival hung up the call and lobbed the phone into his chair. "Rest indeed."
A pair of glowing bowls caught his eye in the dim workshop. Over on the table lay his two assistants, Jakku and Zippo, asleep in beds of warm and cold linens tucked in runic bowls. The two of them were energetic through the day, but slept like rocks through the night. As he watched them, a small pang of longing for a good night’s sleep struck him. He hadn’t slept since the Maw incident, rather, it was more proper to say he could not.
An ambient rattling foretold the air conditioning coming to life, and, when the cool air started to blow, Jakku started to shiver. Percival placed another fire rune next to her bowl, warming it a bit more. Her eyes opened just enough to look at him, and she smiled, before laying her head back down to sleep.
"I should get some air," Percival determined, satisfied with his work from the previous day. His hand touched the doorknob of his workshop, but did not turn the knob. A worm of doubt wriggled in his chest, the phantom feeling of a strange sixth sense of which he had come to describe as his conduit. Few beings existed that could disturb it in a noticeable way..
Despite the bitter fear in his chest he opened the door to what should have been the hallway of the senior dormitories, and found instead a small palatial room. Sitting at the center of this bright, colorful court was a woman dressed deeply in silken robes of shifting hues and patterns, hair bound in an ancient fashion, with eyes shimmering like deep pools of changing colors. A few strides in front of her was a cushion that was painted in the light of a rising sun.
He couldn’t see her mouth behind the fan, but her eyes seemed to smile at him. She was welcoming him, but the gesture weighed on his conscience and his eyes fell to the tatami floor. Much as he had done in the last three years of his life, Percival had made an ass of himself the last time he was here.
The woman tilted her head on the barest shift, and that seemed to be his cue to take the invitation. He left his brown oxfords at the door, coming across with a hesitant stride, and rested his knees on the cushion, keeping his gaze downcast
“Godhood becomes you,” he heard her say, “You are very respectful now that we are on an even footing.”
“I am nowhere near your level."
“Humility will do you no favors with me, Caxton-san. Please, look upon me, your shame is spoiling the air.”
When he raised his head, he saw a plain woman, watching him with brown eyes and wreathed in a kimono of still prints. She almost looked human, fanning herself against the heat.
“Amaterasu?”
“Amaterasu-san.”
Percival blinked, trying not to blurt out the theories behind her appearance.
"Amaterasu-san, –"
"Amaterasu-senpai."
His fists tightened, but refused to acknowledge the coy light in her eyes over the fan.
"Amaterasu-senpai."
He paused.
"Yes, Caxton-kun?"
"May I ask what it is you want?"
The shadows in the room shortened as the sun rose into the sky. Amaterasu closed her fan and rested her hands in her lap.
"To inform you that the pantheons have taken issue with your actions, and that they have voice intentions to execute what they have described as swift, corrective measures."
"Because I died?"
"And came back. In no short time. All the while using your gifts to influence the middle realm. But… More the latter than the former."
"It was an emergency; my niece, my students, my frien– ..."
Her closed fan rose sharply, and he stopped.
"Caxton-kun, you do not need to explain yourself to me."
He complied, but unwillingly, his heart had already spun into action to defend himself. Yet, Amaterasu merely smiled, comforting him, before saying something that stoked him hotter.
"They want to pursue your sister."
The next words he had bounced up against the back of his teeth. Percy had to keep mindfulness at the fore as shouting was how he ended up in an egg last time.
"Why?" Percival asked, finally.
"They argue her influence is what is causing you to abuse our responsibilities."
“She doesn’t even know, none of them do. Save for the Queen of Monsters, there ‘in’t a single person who even grasps what I am now.”
“It is not unfounded. She is bound with the shadow dragon, who may understand what you are better than you think. Moreover, your realm has touched borders with the realm of shadows, and your influence is welcome there now.”
“Certainly, that looks suspicious, but, if anything, she’s been helping me in this transition, unwittingly. She has no designs on my new influence, I can assure.”
“Again, you do not need to explain yourself to me. But, you are at a vulnerable point in your ascension.”
“What do you mean?”
Amaterasu’s gaze drifted off in thought, before she called out, “Kokoro-chan, tea please.”
One of the sliding doors to the room opened, and at a kneeling position was a woman with a tray of tea and cups. She had been one of the shadows in attendance last time Percival was here, but now he could see her, and her face caused his heart to thump madly in his chest. It was a face he had not seen in almost a decade and one that had shattered the life of his brother.
He couldn't be sure, because once he thought he saw her, his eyes fell to the floor again.
“Caxton-kun.”
It was a trick, it had to be. Amaterasu was trying to throw him off. There was an angle here, some sort of game. Percival’s mind began to spin out of control as the mechanisms he had built up to defend himself fired off against stressful memories.
“Caxton-kun.”
The lid of the tea kettle hit him in the face, and he immediately grabbed his nose.
“Look around you.”
Pinching his nostrils, he saw that his half of the room had faded away. Now he was sitting in a cave of carved stone, lined with glittering gems and glowing minerals resonating with veins of magical power. Amaterasu, looking slighted, poured out the tea while the other woman went back to the sliding door, closing it into a rocky wall.
“This is what your sister, and those you love, are protecting you from,” explained the goddess, blowing on her cup of tea. “What the pantheons fail to remember is that they were all close to humanity at one point, and they all shaped their identity from that attachment. You have lost that attachment, which may be more dangerous than any bad influences.”
“How does this signify anything?” Percival tilted his head to the caves.
Amaterasu sipped her tea, before pondering the lines of glowing power.
“It is somewhere deep within your realm, unformed and unmade, with no sense of identity. It is a primal, elemental aspect of stone. Your heart sought security, and so it went to the one place it has felt safe.”
“... a cave.”
“Is that where you want to be, Percival Caxton?”
His heart began to sink.
“... no…”
“Without an identity, a strong one, you will shift into something of a force of nature as time goes on, and one day you will be indistinguishable from a summer breeze.”
Despite his suspicion earlier, something in her words rang true deep within him. Every day, a small storm brewed in his stomach, fueled with fresh winds each time he cloistered himself away from people. Every time he tried to be something he wasn’t, the storm became stronger. Each moment he let go by was like a lightning strike. Percival thought of reaching for his tea-cup, but could feel himself trembling, so he contented himself on holding his nose. The fear dug him a bit more tightly into his isolation.
If he stayed in his cave, then he would pass peacefully on as a force of nature. Everyone had gotten along without him, they would be happier without the trouble.
The train of his thoughts came to a stop when sensed that the room was becoming smaller, or trying to become smaller. Amaterasu looked at the walls, her brows furrowing when she realized she no longer had control over the entire space. So, she was forced to move physically, picking up her cushion and shifting her elegant form nearer to him. The tray of tea followed as far as the border.
“You feel it, do you not? That feeling is your ascent, and it is defined by who you are at your ascension,” she explained, “if you continue to step in the way of yourself, Percival Caxton will not be strong enough to survive the final steps.”
His hand curled and his fingers weaved into his vest. Looking away didn’t help, so he tried looking at her. Still, she smiled at him, and that was a comfort.
“What do I do? How do I fix this?” asked Percival, lost for answers, “and what do I do about the pantheons?”
“Live. That is what you told Tegwyn to do, is it not? You said something similar to Eryl Maelgwyn a decade ago.”
Percival’s face scrunched up, and she laughed behind her silken sleeve, “Do not concern yourself with the celestial, you are not quite there yet. I will speak on your behalf until you are ready. For now you must concern yourself with being Percival, and being honest to yourself and others. Be the knightly mage you wanted to grow up to be, who you still want to be, who you want to encourage others to be. But, if you do it it has to be a complete commitment. Not just on the battlefield, not just in the classroom, but with everything you do."
The man narrowed his eyes at her, and she laughed again, saying, “She’s quite clever, isn’t she?”
The sunlight in the room crept up to him, and he felt warm, inside and out. A thoughtful smile spread on his face.
“She is.”
The two talked for a while longer, speaking about the incident on Oahu, the skirmish in the Forest, and the tragedy that had occurred during the Maw Incident. Once that line had reached its end they spoke of the Heavenly realm and of the Elementalia. When the tea had run dry, and the shadows had all but disappeared in the room, Percival thanked his host for her hospitality.
He opened the door to his workshop, it was still dark, and his faeries were just waking up in their bowls. Jakku and Zippo stretched and began putting away their bedding. He looked up at the dark, sunless ceiling, and felt the presence of his cave again.
Ding! “Spring has sprung.”
His phone, still on the chair, signaled that it was now 6:00AM and the first quarter of the day was now done.